diaryr pata theke .......

ei byapare keu amar sathe ekmot hoben kina jaani na .. tabe amar khub mone hochhe bhison rokom joker hoye uthchhi, sarcastic hoye uthhchhi ,,, ebong dine dine bhison bhabe fyakashe, expressionless hoye porchhe amader bhetorta .. ! amader bhetore je aayna ta achhe , sei aayna ta ek2 khutiye dekhun ... sekhane sudhu smiley achhe, emoticon achhe.... haasi nei, aabeg nei !!

khub beshi shohure hoar porinaam ! naaki nijeke khub beshi shohure dekhate chaoar fol !! kaaron ta jaai hok .. ekhon amra obhinoy sikhe gechhi, formally informal hote sikhe gechhi, mon kharap ke mood off boli ekhon, jibon ke life ! mon kharap ar mood off er modhye kothao jeno ekta sukhmo parthokyo achhe ! ei parthokyo ta sudhu bhasar parthokyo noy .. !..mon kharap byapar ta khub bhonitaheen, khub aapon, sahaj, baalishe mukh guje kadar moton ! mon kharap hole kemon bhule jete ichhe kore, khoma kore dite ichhe kore, khoma ebong asroy pete ichhe kore ! mood off sumhow , ek2 raagi, ek2 birokto, nijer kosto ta saamlaate na parar ekta obhimaan ! amader ki aajkaal mon kharap hoy na ?? naki sei mon kharap tuku nijer modhye lukiye rakhte giye ekta raag , nijer opor ek dhoroner shashon taake mood off baniye fyale !! mood off er modhye khanik ta "stay away" attitude royechhe, ar mon kharaper modhye aapnjoner kole matha rekhe kadar sarolyo tuku !

sarolyo !!! sarolyo ekhon ek dhoroner sophisticated good joke .. kimba durbhagyo ! othoba ei shobdo ta sudhu galpo kobitar naayok naayikar adjective matro ! jotilotar modhyeo aanondo achhe, rohosyo achhe , kintu ekta prochondo ondhokaar ekakityo achhe ! sei ondhokaar e ekhon sahajlobhyo, kintu permission nei sei ondhokaartuku mepe dekhar ! kaaron ekhon sobar mood off hoy , mon kharap hoy na !!

keno hoy na , kaaron aamra chai na amader dukhho tuku bhaag kore nite.. amra sikhe gechhi je moner sada aalo tuku prokaash korle bohiragoto taate nokher aaNchor bosay ! budhhi, ahonkaar, jibon bodh ,obhigyota ei bhabei hoyto kromagoto dure niye giye felchhe , pasha pashi duto joker er modhye duti manush kromosho jedi, paaglaate ebong aaro aaro eka hoye porchhe ! 

manush, sab cheye shoktishali, budhhimaan creature, naaki sabcheye overrated sristi !!

prithibite , bola bhalo ei biswo brohmande kebol matro ekti jinis e static, "poriborton" ! amra change hochhi, change hobo o ! eta onko, niyom, bhobisyot ! ebong hoyto konodin amader thekeo shoktishaali kono jeeb prithibite rajotyo korbe .. amader thekeo budhhiman, amader thekeo shoktishali, amader thekeo baro strategist, amader theke onek beshi samayopojogi !

sedin bodh hoy sobar bhetorer ondhokaar ta abar somaan hoye aasbe , sedin hoyto satyi e mon kharap hobe ... ebong mon bhaalo o !!

sedin abar eksaathe lorai korte paarbo, sab dukkho ar rinatmok shoktider birudhhe !